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Now, Dowager [EP]

by The John V. Variety Hour

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. .. ... .... floating backwards through the upset mind there is nothing left to you but time time, time, time! make it work! behind each line, inside is another quirk and why do i? and why do i? and why do i want it to work? time, time, time, time! contorting with every falsity yearning shambles never set you free time, time, and time! make it work! inside, each line, behind––is another quirk and why do i? and why do i? and why do i want this to work? time, time, time––please let it work let it work... [time, time, time!] [carry me back, carry me back can we get back, can we get back?]
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no matter what you do, you can't let life beat you no matter what you shout, you can't let life win out for your life is your most sworn enemy through all the boredom and suffering it wants you to give in––don't give in (oh no) no matter where you go, you must be sure you know your life lies in wait with all its betrayal innate and the gates of death in youth make it seem to you that suicide could be some truth but all along it's a phony coup for a puppet state, of grinning hate that numbers with billions of others that never can be seen or conquered and oh, how the days go are the days slow? are the daaays slooow..? then-why-bat-an-eye? why should i? and why would i? the why won't die so why bat an eye? the why won't die ai, but why bat an eye? why won't die (bat an eye?) won't die (bat an eye?) won't i? (bat an eye?).... you can't let life win out (you'll win out)
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open the blinds, alight our eyes pleading for time while they pry our sights keeping in line while we lose our minds leaping to die when our words lack flight open the blinds and make our travels counting new lines as we unravel keeping in line with our minds; not quite right, pleading our “why?”s and our "where did our time go?" ––torn and mangled through our song but do we know our own? and could we even know our own? our thoughts are caught inside a box beside the telephone and do we even know our own? and open the blinds, alight my lines ceaseless as time derides my trying keeping in line, my mind not quite right speaking awry if they move their eyes but open the blinds and break these shadows useless as i unmade our battles keeping on time our minds lost in light filling our eyes and all our “where did our minds go?” ––a cut to pin a record on but do we know our home? and could we even know a home? our thoughts are caught inside a box beside the telephone and do we even know a home? all the dawn’s unshifting angles every story is a fable (oh... so it goes? … oh, heaven knows!!)
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Inward Self 04:25
i'm still falling the way i did before i can't do it much more i'm still yearning the way i did then, too i'm starting to burn through in the light of love i saw the inward self in the light of love i saw the in the inward self and i don't have the will to just bend down and thank god i can't even thank max brod i just want to take a moment to save a bit of this and you you and your loved ones, too.... (ooh!) in the light of love i saw the in the inward self and all along i know it was all the inward self... (hum be dow, hum be dow, oh oh... hold me down, hold me down oh oh... hold me now, hold me now, oh no...)
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.... i'm not holding out... .... my thoughts, unbroken... waiting on time to stop... ..., for the shoe to drop, unbroken... .... ... .. .

about

episode #3 of The John V. Variety Hour


starring:

John V.

as

the Dowager


guest starring:

Cat Lopez
as the Duchess [5]


1960s protesters (via sample) [3]


a closing glam suite to the Variety Hour's premiere season, rife with disintegrating interludes and recurring lyrical themes of insolent untenable time, and structured as an extended-play-palindrome (in which the last track leads into the first)

credits

released January 18, 2016

all songs written by john v.

instruments [guitar, bass guitar, synth, keyboard bass, drum samples, maschine, etc.] john v.

recorded fall 2015

guest vocals on "The Blinds" by Cat Lopez

cover by annelise


[rest in peace david bowie]

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solo psych avant-glam dance band with games and guests

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also 1/3 of lovelybeasts.bandcamp.com

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